here again, maybe i'm having little addict problems which are showing time to time? I just felt for writing in english, maybe this will clear my thoughts better. I guess this is just because i've read lately books in english and not in finnish and sometimes i get these periods when my english side wakens,,:D Sometimes its a book or a movie or something else including those. All most a month ago, when i was at my work practicing helping teenagers to study when they have different kinds learning difficulties. I founded myself in the situation where i was teaching english and all so other subjects as well but english was definitely the best! :D

Last week at my school was a different kind of day, our class had some visitors, not from out of space but from Holland. I started to just chatting right way one of those three girls and it felt like with this girl that we've known each other long time all ready! It was really fun and all so rather, i don't know,,interesting or sort of a feeling about things what have had happened for along time. I mean in this that in my schooling time in this place i haven't met anyone who i would a come with any sort of friend, i chat and hang around with my class but when the school day is done its just ends there,,.

Like i wrote in finnish i've been practicing some self studying lately, not this usual stuff but more deeper thinking of myself, my life and all. So one these discoveries is that i think that i'm a person who doesn't get good friendship easily. Not that i don't have friends and connections but i need a link between the person and i for a good corresbonding. The feeling that i've met this person before,,soul sister feeling,,or soul brother when its come to dating and other stuff,,. Maybe this is the reason for finding that right one all so, i think that most people may find only in their later life what means the soul mating.

Many couples are di forcing now but all so other couples are getting well. My friend told me that she thinks that you are rebonsible for your own happiness and if you are not feeling well, can't be yourself with your so called partner why on earth you are still together? Sort of bad happid?

Anyway, my thoughts seemed to find their endless road to some where else,,;) We've been planning with this girl to meet again, when she is stil here in finland. Its funny all so that i was planning to have new friends but destiny is sometimes in weird mood cos i met her and she lives in Holland, not every day and not even month seeing i guess,,.So my life seems to be in the internet, its just so easiest this way,at least for now,,.

My final year at my school started last years autumn and this years spring i should be graduate and be a caring nurse or what eve it is in english. Anyway my special field is with people who has different kind of problems with learning, development etc. I have soon the final work practicing where is final three worktest days where i'm showing my professional scill how to work with people who has special needs.
I will be at school again but now in class where are young and teenage children with autism.

Including work practice i have only few courses to go and my "last work" to do, loads papers with official text in it! Subject is How to use emotional cards in every day life with childrens who has special needs.This is third reason for english practicing, i have to find some reading for my work it there is more in english cos this is rather new area. Fourth reason for writing in english that i would like to practice my skills cos you never know where you find your self and you might be in the situation where you must know how to tell little bit about yourself, what you are working and doing in your life and maybe you might work in the place where you need language skills,,.

But i'll must stop, we'll have to go to the food store, nothing to eat, only lights in the ice closet, there's -15 degrees cold in the outside but we were there in yesterday all so. Eating some pizza and swimming (before the pizza eating) in swimming hall, that is our little family's hobby in saturdays few times a month. Oh. and of course mummy had her eyes open for a new dad, there was one cute guy,,,but he wasn't like jacob, so that's for that,,,;D Didn't turn into a ware wolf,,,